I did it again.
I played with your heart/forgot to update.

(That's my sad face. [Not really.])

Aw. WELL, scintillating and horrifying news.
1. Visited CCA--animation department looks really disappointing, but everything else about the school is magnificent, including their illustration department.
2. CalArts sent me their financial aid offer. I got relatively a lot, I think, but their whole offer (loans, scholarships, work study, etc.) was still less than the scholarship alone from CCA.
3. Going to visit CalArts/be a tourist in LA tomorrow and Saturday. Hopefully that will help me make up my mind.

(That says "beatific" even though it looks like "deatific," which isn't a word.)

Gosh, I dunno. I'd really like to major in animation--but I've always liked illustration too. At this point, it's like this:
OPTION ONE. CCA, illustration, virtually free education, amazing place to live (San Francisco!!), large & diverse school with tons of majors and flexibility.
OPTION TWO. CalArts, animation, somewhat stressful financial situation, alright place to live (Valencia..) near a much cooler place (LA!!), smaller & more specialized school with more focus on fewer majors.

(Hey, it's an "I took one hundredth of a second to make this, can you tell?" animation. I think there was something on my mind when I made it.)

I don't know what to do. Sob sob sob, the end.
I'll just give you some more drawings now to make up for my lack of posting lately.

(If you click on that, you'll get to a version you might actually be able to read. I'm not so great at this comic stuff.)

(Try this at home.)


So, like, what do I do?


Eddie Mendoza said...

do you like to illustrate? or do you like to animate? D: or...which one do you like and which one you LOVE???

and speaking of LURV, i love these blogger exclusive drawings! it makes me feel warm and special inside...

Charlotte said...

I LOVE THEM BOTH (sob sob sob).
It's a tough call.

Thanks. I feel speshul putting them here, like it's a secret treat for my LOYAL READERS.